Okay so, I’m on my break right now, so I thought I’d get some shit done……but then I chickened out like usual. :I Instead, as you can tell, I am in the computer lab blogging like the closet boy I am. I swear I don’t even know what it means to socialize, or do anything that doesn’t have to do with the computer.
Uuuuuuuughhhhhhh, I hate how shy and nervous I am, I swear it’s ruining my life. I can’t function like a normal human being like goddamn. Oh well. I’ll have to deal. Gotta get shit done though today, so I’ll do it after my 1pm class I guess. :/
I mean, I only really got today for one thing I need to get done, and something else only has two days and I’m sure I’ll need all the time I can get on it, so yeah.
Let’s hope I’m braver after my class. (whichIdoubtIwillbebutwwhatever.)
Also I am sooooo pissed at myself. I forgot the fucking money I need for my stupid film for photography, AND I forgot my fucking doutang that has ALL MY PAPERS IN IT. FUCK MAN. I mean, at least I had loose leaf with me so I could write shit down, but like, fuck, I forgot my whole goddamn duotang. Ugh. Oh well. Next class is going to be some kids presenting their project to us, so it’s not like I’ll need my duotang anyway, but still. Would of been helpful to have the questions and poems and shit for my romantic poetry class this mornin.
Well, okay, I had a few poems thanks to printing some up, but I was missing a few and had to write the notes on it on looseleaf instead of directly on the poem like I like doing. Meh, not so bad but not something I’d prefer doing. Anyway, yeaaaah, that’s today in a nutshell. I am just so baaad today, yet I’m wearing the coolest fucking shirt in the world. How the hell does today turn shitty when I’m wearing something so fucking awesome? Ugh, I don’t get it.